Friday, 8 November 2013
Leaving Teaching?
Today I decided to start a blog on the topic of leaving teaching....
Having spend the best of 25+ years teaching in secondary schools I have decided today that enough is enough! Teaching is making me ill and is destroying my mental health.
It crept up on me very slowly. First manifesting as annoying little aches pains and niggles, then into full blown meltdown. The cause? Not easy to pinpont the defining moment which sent me over the edge but a combination of pupil aggression, defiance snd indifference, SMT Ofsted hysteria, data and information overload, timetable changes, endless nights anguishing over observations/marking/preparation/planning and making resources. Wasted time obsessing over how to do to improve my lessons. Lack of support when things go wrong, pupils' behaviour blamed on uninspiring lesson planning, inadequate differentiation, poor classroom climate, hunger, thirst, needing the toilet, the lights, the wind, the rain, Monday morning, Friday afternoon, half term, Christmas approaching.......
The final straw?
"I'm gonna bang you out!", Year 8 scally announces,
"Is he behaving himself?", the Head of Year enquires,
"No," says I, "He says he's gonna bang me out"
"Any problems and he can do detention with me at breaktime", she says and makes a hasty retreat.
Thirty minutes later the lesson ends and said scally whooops out down the corridor ignoring my request to stay to discuss his behaviour only to be first in the queue for breaktime toast and a cup of tea.
Me - I have break duty, then Y11 for a double lesson before lunch (got to set up my resources in another classroom too) and I am dying for a wee, a brew and my breakfast.
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UGH! I can feel your pain and frustration as I read this. What teacher can't relate?
ReplyDeleteTeaching is an impossible job that we try to make possible every day. Maybe it is time for you to step back from the classroom for a while. Maybe a talk with your Head of Year?
- @newfirewithin